In 2023, I went to Pride festival in London. I go every year, though I never find a partner or mates to go with.
And yes, there is a local LGBTIQQ group but am always on the outside, although I did march with them in London 2022.
But here is why 2023 the festival at Trafalgar Square in 2023 was important.
One of the most iconic singers for me was going to be performing, Idina Menzel. That was why I chose to hang around there, instead of other stages. What can I say? Am a musical theatre lover.
So I was there among the crowds of thousands, packed in to see the lineup of Idina Menzel, Rita Ora and Adam Lambert. The atmosphere was intense, but I felt strong. I had my Turning Red panda – MeiMei stuffie with me. Whenever they asked us to wave our flags I tossed it in the air, getting the hosts attention. Why was that the one with me? Cause Turning Red was so wonderfully pro diversity.
Anyway, the energy fuelled day is going on, and it gets to 4pm when Idina Menzel comes on stage. I was inches from the barrier separating press from the public. The crowd was like a mosh pit around me. Everyone was, whistling, screaming, cheering. There were several people who had dressed up in Wicked or Frozen cosplays. She starts off explaining why she is an ally, and the madness gets even bigger.
The point that really made it was when she started Defying Gravity. She dedicated the song to all who felt lost, scared or alone – encouraging them to come out and be even more colourful. I was crying then, but it was okay. I expect quite a few of others were in tears at those words, the mood was beautiful as everyone supported each other. As I wiped away the tears, I felt she was looking straight towards me.
Why did it matter being told this? Because it was something I have struggled so much with in my life. For years I tried to fit in and conform to society. All that got me was a broken part of myself. I still couldn’t find friends, partner or community when I did that. But these words reminded me that my light was beautiful, and I didn’t have to hide it.
Beth writes 